I’d tear my heart out before
i’d spend another night
with you fresh on my mind.
I love you like a blood borne parasite.
Another night in five minutes and its five
another night of sinking
and this insomnia shows no signs of lifting.
So i’ll crack open a can of something caffeinated
and toast my destruction.
Miss everything i used to have,
wasted, and will never have again.
My past was better
than my future’s gonna be.
These barbed memories
tear me up inside.
The nightmares that you go through
never really leave you.